something's breaking up, i feel like giving up.

i'm poisoned!
ah. food poisoning lah.
my tummy feels funnny. ):

trial 1's coming up.
boo, and i'm not ready for it.
i've studied, a bit.
but i know it's not enough.
trial're pretty important, if i wanna get early entry into colleges.
not sure where i'd be yet.

i wonder,
if you can ever like me,
for who i am now,
forget who i ever was last time.
i've changed.
and i'm gonna stay this way a while,
i'd like you to see that.

life's a bit crazy now too.
a whole big story to that.
not gonna go into detail though.
but something's breaking up,
and i'm about to give up.

PS

i love you.