i'm sorry. but that isn't enough.

things just aren't right.
i have seen many of my friends run away from home.
i never thought it would be so hard.
it's harder getting kicked out of your own home.
not being able to go back.
having to break into my own house.
this just isn't normal.

how i would just turn back time to have things the way they were.
when i had nothing to worry about.
i love my family.
but i don't think they do to me.

maybe life is fair.
i've been doing things a teenager my age shouldn't be doing.
and this is my punishment.
being abandoned by my own family.

things just ain't right.
i don't know how to make things right again.
things are just too screwed up to be fixed.

it's never too late.

first time in history,
Sri KDU basketball got something.
well the under-18 girls only. (:
as expected, we got beaten by catholic.
but we still had to play the 3/4 match
anddd. surprisingly, we won.
sooo we're like 3rd.
and that shows that we're not some spoilt brats who can't play. (:

i got kinda offended when i heard someone say
''KDU people have nice shoes, but spoilt brats like them can't play''
that kinda hurt.
whoever you are, that wasn't very nice. pfffft.

it's not over.

we beat DJ yesterday.
and we're in the semi-finals tomorrow!
i'm more scared than ever!
and unfortunatly, we're up against Catholic. ):
I just hope we don't get trashed.

Sweeter than apple pie.

MSSD season has started.
Today all 4 girls and boys, under 15 and under 18 teams played.
and out of the four teams 3 of us emerge victorious. (:
Sorry Under-15 boys. =/
Under-18 girls had the first match of the day against SMK Assunta,
fun match, more or less some of the same people as last year.
And the first ever time the under-15 girls won, against home team(Sri Permata).
Under-18 boys trashed Section 10 cowcow. 44-0
very entertaining to watch.
Unfortuantly, the Under-15 boys have gotten BU3, it was a really tough match, but still. Oh well..

Tomorrow,
Against DJ(u-18).
I'm freaking scared shitless.

people don't lose strength, they lose will.

and i think i've lost my will.

i don't know what's trust anymore.
i think i've lied to myself too much to even trust myself.

and maybe you're right, it's karma that my leg is injured and that i'm on fucking crutches again.
i can handle this pain no problem, watch me run in just a matter of days.
but wait, don't worry cause you're karma's coming soon.
and i'd predict sometime June or July.
or sooner.

isn't hate just so strong.
it's like it has a mind of it's own.