i'm not that kinda girl.

singapore is the awesomest (closest to m'sia) to shop. (:
came back with a whole entire new wardrobe.
3 new pretty hoodies.
oh so satisfied.
but for that i had to miss le trip to langkawi.
thank god for my buddies who brought back them bottles for me.
phew. at least, i'd have enough for the next party.

christmas is coming.
so merry christmas all.
have fun partying till the break of dawn!
for me, i'd be at mardi gras just dancing my ass off.

and my girls are all around the world. ):
i'm bored off my ass here at home.
come back lah! please.

'lets keep it that way.

party till the break of dawn.

again there i was at Space last night.
freaking awesome night.
i'm clubbing just a bit too much. just a bit.

oh yes, prom picca's are up :
http://flickr.com/photos/srikduprom2008part1
http://flickr.com/photos/srikduprom2008part2

knock yourselves out. part 3 will be up pretty soon i guess, depends on mr.pang.

so yes. partyparty part 2 in singapore. (:
seee yaa bitches!

now jump up let's get crazy.

SPM is over.
and yes i've been busy partying. (:

oh it fucking feels good.
prom was awesome.
all the clubbing nights were awesomer.
woah. i can sooo get used to this.
thursdays people, MOS ladies night. be there.

we'll remember all the times we had together.

today was the last day of school for seniors.
and i thank god i never have to see a lot of other teachers anymore. (:
and of course i'd miss all my buddies.
and i've never gotten into so much trouble in one day in my life.
twas fun and funny.
a day to never forget.
i left my mark in school.

and we keep doing this over and over again.

trials 2 are over.

and it's the last week for us seniors in school before we start for our study leave.

SPM is officially in 2 and a half weeks.

that means i should start studying.

and stop going to Lepaq till late hours. lol.

nahh. you guys know i can't keep myself away.

i wonder how things are going to be after SPM.
gosh, the leaving, the partying..

i've got a whole 6 months of nothing after my SPM.

that would mean, i would have to get a job to fill time in the day.

and by night. (: (:

oh yes and about MOS last friday with the hartamas clan to celebrate the end of PMR and the end of trial 2, also the last party before SPM.

right. twas an okay night. would rather thursday nights with hiphop music.

not really an electro girl. hmmmm.

booked also a room at sunway with sister, jessie, ikhwan, azuri.

sigh, funny moments, funny moments. (:

and i actually ice skated that afternoon with mel, max and shermund.

mother cheeeebs, i suck in skating.

i was like stuck to the side trying to balance myself.

and having max and shermund pull me around the rink.

i felt like a little kid. nyeh.

this coming friday is the last day of school for us form 5's.

and that means.... SENIOR PRANK DAY!

this is a must see. so all seniors, be present.

and and prom tickets are for sale already! (finally)

contact me for more info! (:

I swear i'm falling apart.

spent last night at Lepaqing again.
5th time this week.
yes. crazy a bit lah.

tomorrow's the start of trials.
and i really cannot care much.
i haven't really studied,
things just keep coming up distracting me.

damn exams.
i can't be bothered getting good results anymore.
not like it makes me any happier being top
or any sadder being last.
i can't care.

oh hot damn, this my jam. keep me patyin' till the AM.

well well, last night was U-jin's birthday thingy at Euphoria by MOS at Sunway.
really awesome place with the music so loud the dancefloors we vibrating. (:
awesome DJ with the crazy tunes.
MOS is much more than i expected.

Many crazy people were present,
tonnes knocked out before they could dance,
and shame the good stuff happened after i left.

hmmm. if only i had a car.

rewind back to the evening before MOS,
went to Ampang with Azuri, Jessie, Chibi Kun and The Sister to makan at some cool Japanese place.
and Jessie is one of the youngest craziest awesomest drivers i've known. (:
then later, a bit o shisha session at Lepaq again.
Third time this week.
awesome shisha there.

I suck cause i didn't get any pictures. So kiss me.

5 things found in my bag:
.wallet
.makeup stuff
.perfume
.gum
.keys

5 things found in my purse:
.cash
.IC
.drivers license
.atm card
.student ID

5 favorite things in my room:
.my bed
.my cat
.my clothes
.phone
.laptop

5 things I always wanted to do:
.kidnap someone
.fly a jet
.bungee jump
.go out with aaron johnson
.pierce my tongue

5 things I am currently into:
.boyce avenue
.charice pempengco
.nicholas sparks
.studying (:
.secrets


On another note, Selamat Hari Raya! (:
And Happy birthday Jin! Finally 17.

i thought i could,

but i can't,

now i hate myself for it.

turns out it was your footsteps i have chased

I'm moving in reverse
Under your mighty curse
I hate myself for loving you
I turn my head away
But my heart will remain
'Till the day I learn you're No Good for me

...until the day comes.

world, hold on.

just back from lunch/yamcha session with chibi kun, smiley chia woh, vnod and sister at mcD. (:
i drove datuk v's precious nicole. lol.
see, you can trust me, i didn't bang anything or anyone. (:

today marks the last day of classes in school.
and for them PMR people, they'd be having their exams in about 2 weeks. good luck.
and the them SPM-ers. well, we have almost a month and a half.
so study, people. damn it, stop partying!
i swear by the moon and the stars in the sky, i will not party after trials.
i'm bringing nerdy back!
no more parties after trials, all study study study.
nerds are sexy now.

oh last night, had a fight with the parents about my car.
they gave me a car, sold it off, not buying me a new one.
that fucking sucks.
makes me dig out old bad habits again.
i was just too god fucking angry.
but hey, thanks to derek niama, who cheered me up. (:
my abolutedly crazzyyy funny neighbour person.
made me laugh like a lunatic.
you rock lah kay derek chooooooong!

turn around and look.

i'm right here.

that's what you get when you let your heart win.

yeay yeay.
we won seri cahaya today in a basketball friendly match.
without fu jia lik and wong gui fen.
whoo hoo. (:

oh yes. today is party de shin yee and alison!

at casa de hugerific of shin yee.

piccas will be up after.

and i thought i was over you.

until i found out.

and it goes boom.

chem 101.

what happens when you put a thumb size piece of pure potassium into a glass of beaker containing water?

the result, a huge explosion, a smashed beaker and a bunch of excited students. (:

and for today,

yam cha-ed with a bunch of form 4's and lauren at the Golden Arches Resturant.

oh, bad habits die hard.
damn it.

the dreamys and the sexys.

here's some eye candy. (:







now now, don't drool all over.
it's not very ladylike.

cannon ball into the water.

it is le birthday le brother and mother.
so happy birthday both. (:

organising prom just makes me more excited for prom.
wheeee.

now, everyone's fussing about where they're gonna study at.
and what course they're gonna take.
sigh. depressing much.
it just reminds me of how we're gonna be seperated then.
some here some there, some even in the middle of nowhere. =/
boo, i hate graduations.

oh oh, guess what.

i think i might just be over you. (:

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do.

sexcited!

merdeka was strange.
that all i can say.
happy 51st birthday Malaysia.
we the rakyat, lah. (:

so well,
Sri KDU's senior prom '08's planning been a bit hectic,
rushing to get everything done.
but no worries (:
prom will be the bomb.
so if you wanna know,
buy our tickets!
go to Sri KDU's senior prom '08!

oh oh,
happy birthday alison! <3

sex and the city

Outing with the Sextets today! Love love love.
AND I passed my driving exam! Yay me I'm so rocking. So I went to Tarik&Tahan with L to get a naaaaaiice dress. She so rocks. Guess the nostrils.

Nostrrrrrel #1


Nostreeell #2

if she move it like that, would you move her right back?

ohhh trials are finished!
so liberating.
i can finally get my much awaited sleeep!

and now comes the holidays.
where the sextets will be having a night out to celeberate a certain scholar. (:
then there will be a day dedicated to movie marathon! finally.
oh oh, someone's getting her driver's license sooon.

annnd. the merdeka carnival's this friday!
PEOPLE ALL OVER.
come and support us, buy our stuffff. (:

and another thing, today looked what i got
''PLKN: Maaf! 910525****** tidak terpilih menyertai PLKN Siri 6/2009."
don't some of you wish you were me now. (:
muahahahahaha.

it's the scent.

they're good together.

run baby, run, don't ever look back.

we had trials today. (:
it was the history paper.
jeng jeng jeng....
i have the awesome-est answers.

i'm hungry. ):
i'm craving tom yum.
rawr.
miss thailand lahhh.

oh the many many many things i should do after SPM.
i'll make a nice list like after trials. (:
haha. i know i should be studying and all.
but argh, can't give 2 shits bout it.
well, it's just trial 1,
there's always trial 2.

i missed panic! at the disco. ):

oh, with those eyes,
you just make me go all jelloid.
and i could fall asleep in those eyes like a waterbed.

ho's over bro's ; chicks over dicks.

this is us.
in our weird way,
just like them in the sex and the city,
but better. (:

CONGRATS.
to LAV. (:
who just got 2nd place in the HELP college Phsycology quiz.
this means celebration.
oh you wait, you'd be surprise for what we have for you.

promise me you'll leave the light on.

OMG!
Le trials are here!
and unfortunatly, i'm very very unready.
i don't feel the stress, the need to pull a book and sit and study.
i'm kinda pissed at trials. ):
it's just at the wrong time.
i'm missing so many stufff, and i'm having tot reschedule so many of my other stuff stuff.
i'm missing MTV asia awards, Singfest, Panic! at the disco, Avril lavigne.
ohhh. this is soo sad. and i was forced to reschedule my driving exam for trials.
sigh. only another month till i'm legally behind the wheel.

this month, my phone bill came up to RM1,335.
i am D-E-A-D.

trials aren't even over and i'm already thinking so much about what i wanna do after SPM.
gosh so so so many things.
i'm excited for SPM. but only for the after SPM.
but the thing about SPM is that, after it's over, school's over.
i love high school. and i'm not afraid to admitt it.

oh rawr.
boys are confusing.
but such a fun topic.
it's funny how us girls can talk so much about guys.
it's just like us being carrie, samantha, charlotte and miranda. (:
oh how i love being a girl, sometimes.

oh P.S,

i'm crazy for you.

something's breaking up, i feel like giving up.

i'm poisoned!
ah. food poisoning lah.
my tummy feels funnny. ):

trial 1's coming up.
boo, and i'm not ready for it.
i've studied, a bit.
but i know it's not enough.
trial're pretty important, if i wanna get early entry into colleges.
not sure where i'd be yet.

i wonder,
if you can ever like me,
for who i am now,
forget who i ever was last time.
i've changed.
and i'm gonna stay this way a while,
i'd like you to see that.

life's a bit crazy now too.
a whole big story to that.
not gonna go into detail though.
but something's breaking up,
and i'm about to give up.

PS

i love you.

nothing tastes as sweet as what i can't have.

realisation.
that's sweet. when you finally realise something.
especially when it's right in front of you, and you thank god that it wasn't too late.

i know i've been slacking in my blogging.
i've been busy. (:
school stuff, party stuff.
things have changed, but it's good.

oh cheer 08 was yesterday and Sri KDU Stunners boys team got 3rd.
congrats.
and haha. i would date a cheerleader.
why not?

i'm happy and satisfied.
but sometimes, you just want more.
and nothing tastes as sweet as what you can't have.

oh, obviously, it's a guy that i want.
and duh, i won't tell you. (:
go figure.

i'm complicated. full of surprises.

it's my birthday and i'd cry if i want to.

thanks for all the things everyone has done for me.
mainly, amanda and her mom, val, lav, buddy, mel, the boys.
everything, thank you so much.
i'm sorry things didn't really turn out in the end.
but before that, i had fun.
it was the best i ever had.

this birthday i have learnt.
how friends are important.
it's hard choosing between my two worlds.
i don't want to choose.
i love all so much, sacrificed so much too.
i wouldn't give it all away just like that.

maybe i was wrong,
i don't know,
sometimes people do wrong things without knowing,
i need to know, so i can change.

i love my friends all so much,
but it's hard to say if they feel the same too,
after what i have heard and seen today and yesterday,
i'm confused.
things have changed, since about 2-3 weeks.
never thought it would, but life's full of surprises.

would you hurt me, physically or emotionally, if or not it was my birthday?
why would my birthday make a difference on how you treat me?
when did everything change?
how am i suppose to handle this?
my questions. my answers.

i love all my friends. no matter how much they've hurt me.

another year gone, more of life to come.

OH HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !
just marvy marvy.
(:

thank you for all the wishes.
i love you all.

one step closer to legalliatliy.

in just two days.
oh marrrvvyy.
i'm already having the jitters.
i can't wait.

3 nights one event.
i hope all goes well. (:
i just want this to be memorable.

this is like big whooop for me.
17... mmmm
my car..

life as it is.

hello there.
i know i've been lacking a lot in the updating department.
even my sister has taken the intiative to post for me.

so things have been pretty weird, wild, unexpected lately. too much to say.
but bottom line. It's the exam week and Merde!
i'm really not ready.
i haven't memorised a thing for bloody moral.
i'm just screwed off the the lands of dead.

i am utterly in love with brit lads.
oh the sexiness in the way they speak.
mmmmmm.




blimey! ain't he just gorgey. (:

My sister is awesome.

So I know I haven't been updating lately, due to the lack of time I have in my hands and course, shit going around me. But forget that, I'll probably be a little bit more responsible with my blog after the mid terms that's making me go all bitchy. *barks like a bitch*

:D

P/S: My sister rocks my panties OFF.

i'm sorry. but that isn't enough.

things just aren't right.
i have seen many of my friends run away from home.
i never thought it would be so hard.
it's harder getting kicked out of your own home.
not being able to go back.
having to break into my own house.
this just isn't normal.

how i would just turn back time to have things the way they were.
when i had nothing to worry about.
i love my family.
but i don't think they do to me.

maybe life is fair.
i've been doing things a teenager my age shouldn't be doing.
and this is my punishment.
being abandoned by my own family.

things just ain't right.
i don't know how to make things right again.
things are just too screwed up to be fixed.

it's never too late.

first time in history,
Sri KDU basketball got something.
well the under-18 girls only. (:
as expected, we got beaten by catholic.
but we still had to play the 3/4 match
anddd. surprisingly, we won.
sooo we're like 3rd.
and that shows that we're not some spoilt brats who can't play. (:

i got kinda offended when i heard someone say
''KDU people have nice shoes, but spoilt brats like them can't play''
that kinda hurt.
whoever you are, that wasn't very nice. pfffft.

it's not over.

we beat DJ yesterday.
and we're in the semi-finals tomorrow!
i'm more scared than ever!
and unfortunatly, we're up against Catholic. ):
I just hope we don't get trashed.

Sweeter than apple pie.

MSSD season has started.
Today all 4 girls and boys, under 15 and under 18 teams played.
and out of the four teams 3 of us emerge victorious. (:
Sorry Under-15 boys. =/
Under-18 girls had the first match of the day against SMK Assunta,
fun match, more or less some of the same people as last year.
And the first ever time the under-15 girls won, against home team(Sri Permata).
Under-18 boys trashed Section 10 cowcow. 44-0
very entertaining to watch.
Unfortuantly, the Under-15 boys have gotten BU3, it was a really tough match, but still. Oh well..

Tomorrow,
Against DJ(u-18).
I'm freaking scared shitless.

people don't lose strength, they lose will.

and i think i've lost my will.

i don't know what's trust anymore.
i think i've lied to myself too much to even trust myself.

and maybe you're right, it's karma that my leg is injured and that i'm on fucking crutches again.
i can handle this pain no problem, watch me run in just a matter of days.
but wait, don't worry cause you're karma's coming soon.
and i'd predict sometime June or July.
or sooner.

isn't hate just so strong.
it's like it has a mind of it's own.

take me back to that moment. and leave me there.

Happy Birthday sister.

yesterday, was fun.
went to school in the morning cause i felt like i needed to be a good girl.
Then, after school,together with etain and sister,
went to bangsar for some girltime shopping spree. (:
oh so fun.
we bought like so much! literally,so much!
etain and i did something bad, but fun. :o

then after, we went for the birhtday party at modestos, hartamas.
little problem going there.
but.. we got there in the end.
it was fun. nice music, nice booze. (:
danced a lot. funny times.
watched football too. argh.



sometimes. i think things happen for a reason.
but most of the times, i can't think of a reason.
and life is unpredictable. sometimes it's fair, when you know you did something wrong, and you recieve your concequences. it's only luck that you get away with it.
and it's even fair when even after you've given so much, nothing is appreciated, no gratitude whatsoever, all sacrifices made, nothing?
i wish i could just rewind and go back to times where everything was okay. i was safe. life was fair.
but wishes never come true.
i wish everyday for something good to happen. but maybe god's just playing with me, turning my wishes upside down.
my wishes are my hopes. and i'm begining to stop wishing, and stop hoping.
i feel pretty dumb for someone who can score in academics.

sorry for rambling.
i'm kinda fucked up.

thank you, Etain. (:
so much.

i'm still wondering why i care to wish/hope for you.

we could spend the night, watch the earth come up.

hello earthlinks.
days have been days.

the guys got me going to cyber cafe. =/
and i actually had fun!
god. i feel so strange.
i even got up at 3 am in the morning just to go with them!
nyeh rawr. things i do for friends.

oh today, i went for my undang talk thing.
5 whole hours.
oh my god, i almost died in there.
Etain and I were the only Chinese.
Where have all the Chinese gone? =/

later, we went to the curve.
makaned at Charms.
Oh and i satisfied my cravings for tong yun.
which i started craving since monday.
and i've been annoying a few people with it. sorrry lah!

oh Dwayne's birthday was on the 20th.
So Happy belated Birthday! though i did wish you at exactly 12 am.
but i post i here lah. make you happy a bit.

and The Sister's birthday is next week.
party. (:

i'd do whatever it takes to turn this around.

school has started. unfortunatly.
been a real bitch on the ass lately.
projects, mssd, paramount. rawr.

so pictures as a have promised. (:
but i'm still missing on the zouk/mojo and bangkok pictures.


SPORTS DAY


pam.

mattie

laur. camwhored with her the whole time.

and again.

RIE. (:

nat!

Ryan.


COLBIE CALLAIT @ LAUNDRY, CURVE.

manda and lav.







SUNBURST


Suuuuu.

oh Brandon.

Shexay.

John Legend.

Sunburst was totally awesome! Incubus were sooo great. Though they didn't play MY song, Souther Girl. I guess cause it's quite old and not that popular, but still, they played Stellar. (:

And John Legend. Oh so awesome too. such hynotic voice. mmmm. shexay.

scream at the top of your lungs.

the few days after i came back from bangkok.
a lot of stuff has happened.
Genting, Colbie Callait/Sanctuary, Sunburst.
A lot lah.
Imma get the pics and let it do the talking. (:
And yes, i have yet to post up some pics.
Be patient my lil' darlings.

take me away to a far far away land.

well hello from bangkok. (:
food here totally rocks balls.
but i miss partying!
boooo.
but hey shopping here's okay.
got some cool stuff.
but oh the foood.
fucking sex!

just something random.
i had lunch and the bill weirdly came up to
666 baht.
scary. =/ the devil was prolly watching me it.
oh such sweet sin.

internet here's kinda slow.
can't blame anyone there.

i'll be back sooon. (:
don't miss me too much!

xx

party like a rockstar.

phewww.
just came back from Zouk and Mojo.
again, with etain, shih onn and ben.
but met up with jackie later in Zouk.
and Vnod at Mojo!
sooo tiring.
and in about an hour's time i'm leaving to Bangkok.

yesterday was our annual sports day!
and as usual Green house won.
pfffft. but red got second (:
Yellow won first for cheer.
I really really think they deserved it.
they were really good.
but red should've won march past. rawr.
we were awesome!!
nyeh, judges..
kinda fun lah.
after sports party at curve.
went there with Vnod!
met up with the people.
walk, talk, eat. as usual.

So, goodbye people!
i'll see you in a few days.
picture post later when i get the pics.

Sawadeekaap! xx

look out look out, here she comes now.

photo updates*

friday afternoon with Etain. (:

Matt's Place.

lala wannabes. oh shoot us.

and chris says it's my fault he suddenly blinks.

ROCKSTAHH!!

Amanda's Place

We're cool that way. (:

how she screams when he sings.

in just a matter of days, i would be screaming/singing/jumping/moshing along to the sounds of incubus, john legend, che-nelle, pop shuvit and so much more at the Sunburst KL Music Festival.







my fav band. (:


so... i guess i'll see you there. xx

you make me smile, please stay for a while now.

i just came back from the Cuppacakes opening.
oh it was sooooo goooood!
cuppacakes everywhere!
oh soo good. cuppacakes are the sex.
yes, the sex i the mouth. the mind blowing orgasm in every bite of cupcake.
oh so good.

So, i was there with lauren, dine, val, lav and nariza.
funny moments.
standing by the cupcakes.
waiting to eat them.
hahaha.

pictures up when i get them from lauren and nariza!

before that, i went to ou for the MPH sale.
bought two books. (:
i guess i know what i'll be doing in my free time.

before that met up with Etain.
haven't seen her in 2 weeks. that's damn long!
so yeah, we met up, yamcha a bit.
talk talk.
shop shop.

got a pic with her also. (: gotta wait for her to send that over too.

tag o laurenlesexy

got tagged.
by selfproclaimed sexy, miss lauren.
haha. she loves me!

5 things found in my bag
- Wallet
- Phone
- Ciggs
- Gum
- Make up stuff

5 things found in my wallet
- money
- IDs
- Cards stuff
- Jag keychain
- Condoms

5 favourite things in my room
- bed
- laptop
- mirror
- wardrobe
- my stuffed toy dog (:

5 things I'm currently into
- Benefit
- GossipGirl
- School stuffs
- Late night outs
- MAC Fafi collection

List out the top 5 presents you wish for:

The Apple iPhone.


The Sony Vaio.


The Porsche CarreraGT


A Japanese Spitz. Awww.


Chad Micheal Murray. (:


The person who tagged you is: Laurenlenotsosexy.

Your 5 impressions of him/her:
- LOL toilet time.
- Cuppacakes!!!
- AddMath Nerd. hahaha.
- Makan buddy
- my bestbudd (:

If he/she becomes you lover, you will: Scream! gross much.

If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be: Urrr. I stole her cuppacakes?

1. What colour pants are you wearing now?
Shorts actually. black.

2. Do you prefer light or dark haired gals?
Dark haired, always.

3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?
Quite, boys can be sooo immature.

4. Do you have a best friend?

Nope. I have tonnes of them!

5. Who was the last person you hugged?
I can't remembahh. I didn't go to school todayy. I think it was Aly.

6. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Hasn't everyone?

7. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
Little thoughts.

8. Do you like your life?
Not very, at this moment.

9. Do you shop at Hollister?
Nooo.

10. Has one of your friends ever stolen a Girlfriend from you?
Yes. Girlfriend in a sense that she was my bestfriend.

11. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
Yes.

12.Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
Boys, i guess. I always find myself hanging with all the guys.

13. How long have you had MySpace?
Can't remember. Quite a while, a few years. Don't really use it though.

14. Have you ever slapped a Gal in the face?
Yeah. Bitch.

15. What are your biggest fears?
Bugs. Those disgusting creepy crawlies.
Being alone.

16. Has anyone close to you ever passed away?
Yes.

17. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Oh, yes.

18. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
Yes, it's so hard. like an itch that won't go away.

19. Do you believe in the saying, “Once a cheater, always a cheater"?
Depends. Some people change. Some.

20. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
Yes. (: sometimes.

21. Do you ever wish you were famous?
Sure why not?

22. Are you currently missing someone?
Oh, yes oh, yes. where art thou?

23. Please tag 5 people:
- Lynnie boo
- Delia
- Aly
- Amelia
- Tash