something's breaking up, i feel like giving up.

i'm poisoned!
ah. food poisoning lah.
my tummy feels funnny. ):

trial 1's coming up.
boo, and i'm not ready for it.
i've studied, a bit.
but i know it's not enough.
trial're pretty important, if i wanna get early entry into colleges.
not sure where i'd be yet.

i wonder,
if you can ever like me,
for who i am now,
forget who i ever was last time.
i've changed.
and i'm gonna stay this way a while,
i'd like you to see that.

life's a bit crazy now too.
a whole big story to that.
not gonna go into detail though.
but something's breaking up,
and i'm about to give up.

PS

i love you.

nothing tastes as sweet as what i can't have.

realisation.
that's sweet. when you finally realise something.
especially when it's right in front of you, and you thank god that it wasn't too late.

i know i've been slacking in my blogging.
i've been busy. (:
school stuff, party stuff.
things have changed, but it's good.

oh cheer 08 was yesterday and Sri KDU Stunners boys team got 3rd.
congrats.
and haha. i would date a cheerleader.
why not?

i'm happy and satisfied.
but sometimes, you just want more.
and nothing tastes as sweet as what you can't have.

oh, obviously, it's a guy that i want.
and duh, i won't tell you. (:
go figure.

i'm complicated. full of surprises.