Where the fuck are you now that I need you?

at the risk of sounding cheesy, i like you.

surprise me, tell me things i've always wanted to hear.

the element of surprise,

you never know what's coming.

that's the whole thrill and fun of it, when you don't know what's gonna happen next.

he surprised me. (:

run your hand from my neck to my chest.

college is a fist in the ass. fuck it.
it's so not fun. rawr.


it hurt but,

late night ice creams.

even when i know i'm not supposed to.

true that.

chris crocker tells truth.

on another account,
was at Tan Vern Ian's place last night. drank quite a bit of i-don't-know-whats.
oh, so many bottles (:
Thanks Ian for the fun night. and for daring me to eat a piece of leaf. haha. love youuu.

if i got everything i wanted just like that, life would be boring.

as time goes by, we change. it's unevitable. and most of the time, you don't realise it.

have you ever thought, if someone out there misses the old you? - i do.

hmmm. on another note. what are wishes? do they come true? or is it just sheer coincidence that you get what you wanted? oh well.

when it comes down to it all, i guess we just have to make do with what we have.

just a little too late.

sometimes, we regret what we say or what we do.

just something random,

for durian lovers. - no pun intended.

you can't always have what you want.

i want to run around and play tag like an 8 year old.
i want to escape everything.
i want to be happy.
i want to love.

but hey. we all can't always get what we want.

best i've ever had.

hello. (:

-you realllyyyy made me go crazy.

that little shadow.

the shadow comes first,
the person after,
and the shadow merely fades away,
unsignificant, lost in memory.

i'm not that kinda girl.

singapore is the awesomest (closest to m'sia) to shop. (:
came back with a whole entire new wardrobe.
3 new pretty hoodies.
oh so satisfied.
but for that i had to miss le trip to langkawi.
thank god for my buddies who brought back them bottles for me.
phew. at least, i'd have enough for the next party.

christmas is coming.
so merry christmas all.
have fun partying till the break of dawn!
for me, i'd be at mardi gras just dancing my ass off.

and my girls are all around the world. ):
i'm bored off my ass here at home.
come back lah! please.

'lets keep it that way.

party till the break of dawn.

again there i was at Space last night.
freaking awesome night.
i'm clubbing just a bit too much. just a bit.

oh yes, prom picca's are up :
http://flickr.com/photos/srikduprom2008part1
http://flickr.com/photos/srikduprom2008part2

knock yourselves out. part 3 will be up pretty soon i guess, depends on mr.pang.

so yes. partyparty part 2 in singapore. (:
seee yaa bitches!

now jump up let's get crazy.

SPM is over.
and yes i've been busy partying. (:

oh it fucking feels good.
prom was awesome.
all the clubbing nights were awesomer.
woah. i can sooo get used to this.
thursdays people, MOS ladies night. be there.

we'll remember all the times we had together.

today was the last day of school for seniors.
and i thank god i never have to see a lot of other teachers anymore. (:
and of course i'd miss all my buddies.
and i've never gotten into so much trouble in one day in my life.
twas fun and funny.
a day to never forget.
i left my mark in school.

and we keep doing this over and over again.

trials 2 are over.

and it's the last week for us seniors in school before we start for our study leave.

SPM is officially in 2 and a half weeks.

that means i should start studying.

and stop going to Lepaq till late hours. lol.

nahh. you guys know i can't keep myself away.

i wonder how things are going to be after SPM.
gosh, the leaving, the partying..

i've got a whole 6 months of nothing after my SPM.

that would mean, i would have to get a job to fill time in the day.

and by night. (: (:

oh yes and about MOS last friday with the hartamas clan to celebrate the end of PMR and the end of trial 2, also the last party before SPM.

right. twas an okay night. would rather thursday nights with hiphop music.

not really an electro girl. hmmmm.

booked also a room at sunway with sister, jessie, ikhwan, azuri.

sigh, funny moments, funny moments. (:

and i actually ice skated that afternoon with mel, max and shermund.

mother cheeeebs, i suck in skating.

i was like stuck to the side trying to balance myself.

and having max and shermund pull me around the rink.

i felt like a little kid. nyeh.

this coming friday is the last day of school for us form 5's.

and that means.... SENIOR PRANK DAY!

this is a must see. so all seniors, be present.

and and prom tickets are for sale already! (finally)

contact me for more info! (:

I swear i'm falling apart.

spent last night at Lepaqing again.
5th time this week.
yes. crazy a bit lah.

tomorrow's the start of trials.
and i really cannot care much.
i haven't really studied,
things just keep coming up distracting me.

damn exams.
i can't be bothered getting good results anymore.
not like it makes me any happier being top
or any sadder being last.
i can't care.

oh hot damn, this my jam. keep me patyin' till the AM.

well well, last night was U-jin's birthday thingy at Euphoria by MOS at Sunway.
really awesome place with the music so loud the dancefloors we vibrating. (:
awesome DJ with the crazy tunes.
MOS is much more than i expected.

Many crazy people were present,
tonnes knocked out before they could dance,
and shame the good stuff happened after i left.

hmmm. if only i had a car.

rewind back to the evening before MOS,
went to Ampang with Azuri, Jessie, Chibi Kun and The Sister to makan at some cool Japanese place.
and Jessie is one of the youngest craziest awesomest drivers i've known. (:
then later, a bit o shisha session at Lepaq again.
Third time this week.
awesome shisha there.

I suck cause i didn't get any pictures. So kiss me.

5 things found in my bag:
.wallet
.makeup stuff
.perfume
.gum
.keys

5 things found in my purse:
.cash
.IC
.drivers license
.atm card
.student ID

5 favorite things in my room:
.my bed
.my cat
.my clothes
.phone
.laptop

5 things I always wanted to do:
.kidnap someone
.fly a jet
.bungee jump
.go out with aaron johnson
.pierce my tongue

5 things I am currently into:
.boyce avenue
.charice pempengco
.nicholas sparks
.studying (:
.secrets


On another note, Selamat Hari Raya! (:
And Happy birthday Jin! Finally 17.

i thought i could,

but i can't,

now i hate myself for it.

turns out it was your footsteps i have chased

I'm moving in reverse
Under your mighty curse
I hate myself for loving you
I turn my head away
But my heart will remain
'Till the day I learn you're No Good for me

...until the day comes.

world, hold on.

just back from lunch/yamcha session with chibi kun, smiley chia woh, vnod and sister at mcD. (:
i drove datuk v's precious nicole. lol.
see, you can trust me, i didn't bang anything or anyone. (:

today marks the last day of classes in school.
and for them PMR people, they'd be having their exams in about 2 weeks. good luck.
and the them SPM-ers. well, we have almost a month and a half.
so study, people. damn it, stop partying!
i swear by the moon and the stars in the sky, i will not party after trials.
i'm bringing nerdy back!
no more parties after trials, all study study study.
nerds are sexy now.

oh last night, had a fight with the parents about my car.
they gave me a car, sold it off, not buying me a new one.
that fucking sucks.
makes me dig out old bad habits again.
i was just too god fucking angry.
but hey, thanks to derek niama, who cheered me up. (:
my abolutedly crazzyyy funny neighbour person.
made me laugh like a lunatic.
you rock lah kay derek chooooooong!

turn around and look.

i'm right here.